Today is the 16th day without a Cigarette. I have not had a soda in at least 10-12 days...I just can not give up my coffee, yet. My tea is de-caf, though. So far, I do not think I have lost any weight, but I have not been exercising at all, yet. I am scared of the pain in my knee...I know...That makes me a chicken! LOL
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
January 19 2011
First of All:::: Happy Birthday to my Youngest, Ryan. Today he is 13 yrs old...And I love him soooo much and am soooo Proud of Him!
Today has been a roller coaster of emotions. Today, I thought I would be starting a new job, however God had other plans for me. I keep having to remind myself that God promised me that he would not give me more than I can handle. Therefore, I am thinking that this new job would have been more than I could handle.
Today, I went to my new job, sat through report, and treatment team meetings, mostly because the nurses basically did not know where to put me. At sometime between 10 and 11 this morning, I was informed that the position I had interviewed for and been offered (according to my congradulatory letter), had been given to another nurse a month ago. I am not very sure about who's job it was to inform who of what...but I am of the mind that someone should have called me, informed me before or during orientation. Instead, I sat through 2 weeks of class, 2 weeks of one test after another, BEST training (thats where we have to learn how to get out of trouble if a patient gets a hold of us), and CPR. I probably will not get the CPR card, now...(not sure why that just popped in my head).
So, I asked about the weekly position at my other job (which would be 5 hrs each night Mon-Fri) which had just come opened last Friday. But, it has already been offered to the nurse in Orientation.
But by some fluke, I had not turned in my resignation letter for Columbia Healthcare, the CNA clinical instructor position. Three hours after being told I no longer had a position at Bryan Psych, I was receiving a call about Clinicals with Columbia Healthcare.
So, now I am praising the Lord. I do not mean that I was cursing him earlier...because I was not. I basically was wondering why such crazy stuff always happens to me. And I was asking him, "Now, What?"
I am so trying to stay positive on this! I will not let the devil interfere anymore!
As a Final Note, It has been two weeks (tomorrow) since I had a Cigarette. I just keep telling myself, "You are just like an alcoholic or addict; One puff and you will be hooked again. Do not do it!" I came so close to caving earlier today, but abstained! So, for that I am proud...
Today has been a roller coaster of emotions. Today, I thought I would be starting a new job, however God had other plans for me. I keep having to remind myself that God promised me that he would not give me more than I can handle. Therefore, I am thinking that this new job would have been more than I could handle.
Today, I went to my new job, sat through report, and treatment team meetings, mostly because the nurses basically did not know where to put me. At sometime between 10 and 11 this morning, I was informed that the position I had interviewed for and been offered (according to my congradulatory letter), had been given to another nurse a month ago. I am not very sure about who's job it was to inform who of what...but I am of the mind that someone should have called me, informed me before or during orientation. Instead, I sat through 2 weeks of class, 2 weeks of one test after another, BEST training (thats where we have to learn how to get out of trouble if a patient gets a hold of us), and CPR. I probably will not get the CPR card, now...(not sure why that just popped in my head).
So, I asked about the weekly position at my other job (which would be 5 hrs each night Mon-Fri) which had just come opened last Friday. But, it has already been offered to the nurse in Orientation.
But by some fluke, I had not turned in my resignation letter for Columbia Healthcare, the CNA clinical instructor position. Three hours after being told I no longer had a position at Bryan Psych, I was receiving a call about Clinicals with Columbia Healthcare.
So, now I am praising the Lord. I do not mean that I was cursing him earlier...because I was not. I basically was wondering why such crazy stuff always happens to me. And I was asking him, "Now, What?"
I am so trying to stay positive on this! I will not let the devil interfere anymore!
As a Final Note, It has been two weeks (tomorrow) since I had a Cigarette. I just keep telling myself, "You are just like an alcoholic or addict; One puff and you will be hooked again. Do not do it!" I came so close to caving earlier today, but abstained! So, for that I am proud...
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