Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Live Like you are dying...


This is an entry required for my intro class at Ashford University:




"I went skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Chu
And I loved deeper

And I spoke sweeter
And I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin' "

Popular lyrics by Tim McGraw....

So the question is what would I do if I only had six months to live. I 
seriously doubt I 
would go sky diving or mountain climbing, or ride a bull as Tim 
McGraw croons. 
However, I would love deeper, speak sweeter and give forgiveness. I'd 
like to think I 
already do that, but, I would find more time for prayer, and more time 
with my family. 
I certainly would not fill my days with work, or knowledge. I would not 
let simple
 worries wear me down. 
I would teach my kids all I could. I would simply give my family all of me. 
 You see, I have nothing monetary or physical to leave in a will.  I would 
leave 
them legacy, love and happy memories. 

I would go and see friends I had not seen in years. I remember a few 
years back about a 
friend from high school. She told me she had breast cancer that had 
metastasized to her 
lungs. She asked me when I was coming to see her. We talked daily, but 
I never got the 
chance to go back and see her before she died. I have always regretted 
that.

As our textbook so eloquently puts it, death is a "universal developmental
 event in a 
particular individual's life" (Boyd &Bee, 2006). Some of us are blessed
 to know 
when or approximately when it is coming, so we can prepare our loved ones. 
Then, some
 of us don't know when it's coming. However, it is always best to be prepared.
 I have dealt
 with death and dying so often in my young life, and I hope I have not been
 jaded by it. I 
am happy to say that death doesn't scare me, and that in fact, I am ready for 
it. Don't get 
me wrong, I am not suicidal, and I know I have a purpose here. Many people
 theorize 
about what comes after death, and I sure do not have the answers, but what 
ever is out 
beyond what we know; I can only hope I will find loved ones waiting for me
 and preparing
 a place for me. I can only hope I have done this life justice while I was here...
Do you know the lyrics, "This world is not my home, I am only passing through"? 
I love 
that song, and believe it with all my mind, heart, and soul. 


I recently heard about someone who had always wanted to live in California, 
and when I 
friend died young, he decided to do just that. So, now he lives in California.
I think of so many times, we say, "I am going to do that one day"...Well, one 
day is here! 
Do it now. We do not know what tomorrow will bring (or today, for that matter). 
I am content at the moment to enjoy what life has given me. I am content to 
let the past be 
the past.
My only single desire in this life is to see Ireland before I die. Hopefully, 
sooner than later! 

This is just a food for thought piece.

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