This is an entry required for my intro class at Ashford University:
| "I went skydiving I went rocky mountain climbing I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Chu And I loved deeper And I spoke sweeter And I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin'And he said some day I hope you get the chance To live like you were dyin' " Popular lyrics by Tim McGraw.... So the question is what would I do if I only had six months to live. I seriously doubt I would go sky diving or mountain climbing, or ride a bull as Tim McGraw croons. However, I would love deeper, speak sweeter and give forgiveness. I'd like to think I already do that, but, I would find more time for prayer, and more time with my family. I certainly would not fill my days with work, or knowledge. I would not let simple worries wear me down. I would teach my kids all I could. I would simply give my family all of me. You see, I have nothing monetary or physical to leave in a will. I would leave them legacy, love and happy memories. I would go and see friends I had not seen in years. I remember a few years back about a friend from high school. She told me she had breast cancer that had metastasized to her lungs. She asked me when I was coming to see her. We talked daily, but I never got the chance to go back and see her before she died. I have always regretted that. As our textbook so eloquently puts it, death is a "universal developmental event in a particular individual's life" (Boyd &Bee, 2006). Some of us are blessed to know when or approximately when it is coming, so we can prepare our loved ones. Then, some of us don't know when it's coming. However, it is always best to be prepared. I have dealt with death and dying so often in my young life, and I hope I have not been jaded by it. I am happy to say that death doesn't scare me, and that in fact, I am ready for it. Don't get me wrong, I am not suicidal, and I know I have a purpose here. Many people theorize about what comes after death, and I sure do not have the answers, but what ever is out beyond what we know; I can only hope I will find loved ones waiting for me and preparing a place for me. I can only hope I have done this life justice while I was here... Do you know the lyrics, "This world is not my home, I am only passing through"? I love that song, and believe it with all my mind, heart, and soul. I recently heard about someone who had always wanted to live in California, and when I friend died young, he decided to do just that. So, now he lives in California. I think of so many times, we say, "I am going to do that one day"...Well, one day is here! Do it now. We do not know what tomorrow will bring (or today, for that matter). I am content at the moment to enjoy what life has given me. I am content to let the past be the past. My only single desire in this life is to see Ireland before I die. Hopefully, sooner than later! This is just a food for thought piece. |

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